Re: anyone? ()

Re: anyone?
Posted by Kat on July 30, 2010 at 03:47:30

In reply to: anyone?* posted by nita on July 29, 2010 at 19:05:42*

> this question is completely thoughtless, irrelevant, immature, f*cked up,etc. etc.
>
> but I ask anyway.
> for those who have seen BW. pictures or real life..
> were u disappointed?
> I almost wish she were more attractive..
>
> why though?
> At first, it was a sigh a relief..like "PHEW, I'm a total PRIZE compared to her" after a minute of that, it turned into this sad feeling of..."i am JUST a prize".. I am by no means saying she's ugly, I never use that word to describe anyone. But we are opposite ends of the spectrum, COMPLETE OPPOSITES physically. Different skin tone, hair, everything. I don't know her personality, but from what I gather she's a lot more outgoing and loud and non reserved. She looks very sweet, I almost feel bad for her for the first time.
> anyway...its rising questions about what I really am or mean to him. As we are LD, I never really imagined he was only in this for my body. But after seeing pictures of BW I am kind of suspicious of maybe he does only want me physically...how would I know?

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> > this question is completely thoughtless, irrelevant, immature, f*cked up,etc. etc. > > > > but I ask anyway. > > for those who have seen BW. pictures or real life.. > > were u disappointed? > > I almost wish she were more attractive.. > > > > why though? > > At first, it was a sigh a relief..like "PHEW, I'm a total PRIZE compared to her" after a minute of that, it turned into this sad feeling of..."i am JUST a prize".. I am by no means saying she's ugly, I never use that word to describe anyone. But we are opposite ends of the spectrum, COMPLETE OPPOSITES physically. Different skin tone, hair, everything. I don't know her personality, but from what I gather she's a lot more outgoing and loud and non reserved. She looks very sweet, I almost feel bad for her for the first time. > > anyway...its rising questions about what I really am or mean to him. As we are LD, I never really imagined he was only in this for my body. But after seeing pictures of BW I am kind of suspicious of maybe he does only want me physically...how would I know?