JJ

I met my guy online. He was telling me that he was seperated but I always knewhe was married. He was unhappy, his wife wasn't good to him and I was theonly woman who treated him like a king. Everyday five times a day he told mehe loved me. He wanted to move in with me and marry me. He took me to suchwonderful places, gave me gifts treated me like I was his queen. Many times

Itried to break off the relationship but he would beg me and cry to me to staywith him..No man ever loved me the way he loved me or treated me with suchrespect. So I fell in love with this man knowing deep down that he wasmarried. He told me that he lived with her but had seperate bedroom...yeahright.

Anyway, this man and I were out to dinner one night and I saw hiswedding picture in his wallet when he went to pay the bill, I asked why it wasthere he couldn't think of an excuse. So I broke it off for a week then Icontacted him again and told him to tell me everything. I know its crazy butI still wanted him, but now he did not want me. Said he needed time to sortthings out. Wanted to stay married for the sake of the daughter. It was likeall of a sudden I needed him and was doing the crying and he didn't want meanymore. He feels that he is holding me back. So I will tell you this I lovehim, miss him and don't know what to do with myself. One week agao this mancould not live with out me and now he dosen't want me........I just want thepain to s thats all